A World Of Our Own: Kyle And Anne

Life's getting worse, it seems..


I'm having trouble controlling my hunger for blood and sex. But that's not the worst part..


I'm having trouble in making Anne believe that I love her for real. It's not a fake love. It's not just lust or attraction. Maybe she believes me but just pretending not to, maybe she really ain't so innocent.. or .. man... I'm f**ked up! 


I just hope for the best.


Right now I have to focus on resisting my temptation for blood. Sex comes later. Though it has become a need for me to survive, but it's something not many would worry about, lol. On the other hand, the temptation for blood might get too dangerous.


-Kyle

Just wondering...

I mean, she says she loves me.. actually I know she loves me, but then.. why would she do things like that which hurts me so much?! She's confused, very confused. I don't know what she'll do next time. You wanna be with me, be with me. Forget those who don't care, I'm here to love you. Why can't you see it?

To Anne:

Hurt me all you want, but please tell me your love for me is real. I know it is but just say it..please.

Yes, that's what I'm feeling, emptiness in my heart. I have nothing to say.. How can I be happy when you're sad?


A void in blackness will remain
To keep a secret dream
Don't bother the enchanted flame
Just drawn in pain; again

I long to burn I long to mourn
Forever we'll remain
To die again, with sweetest pain
To stay away by grey

... by grey long shadows on a grave
To watch the mortal dy
To be eternal silent slaves Of death
- to meet again... To die in vain...

I love you in my own way.

What about you? Does that bug you?